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如果你也是瓶子,看看这是不是就是最真实的你

在阿声的Space里看到的,给她发去短信:“亲爱的,准得我想哭!”呵呵~~~
你是瓶子吗?是的话请看看。如果你身边有朋友是瓶子,也请认真看看。如果你爱的人是瓶子,更请用心仔细看看。

 

天秤座
      代表人物:《银魂》坂田银时
       身为天秤,出生在秋天的天秤,忧郁是与生俱来的—–尽管人前你见不到一个愁眉苦脸的天秤,甚至很多人认为天秤是一个大大咧咧的粗线条.天秤太善于伪装,或者说,不愿意让不了解的自己的人过多地知道自己的心情.
      在爱中,尤其如此.天秤的爱永远像是暗恋:有好感的时候,听到对方的名字,看到对方的身影,都会有一种不一样的感觉,但是自己会很克制不表现出来.即使有机会在一起,在众人当中,天秤跟谁都谈笑自如,亲切有加,惟独对自己在意的那个人,远远的,只用余光感受他的存在.他的一个表情,一句话,都在天秤心里引起阵阵涟漪.这样做的结果,往往是求近而得远.但是没有办法,天秤就是这样无法克服自己的本能.面对喜欢的人,会莫名地自卑羞怯.其实天秤是很善于和异性相处的,从小到大,也不缺乏哥们似的朋友.但是,对自己喜欢的那个人,她做不到那样洒脱.哪怕只是主动地打个招呼,也会紧张对方会不会看透自己的心思.天秤期待爱,但又恐惧爱的力量会将自己拖入万劫不复的深渊.
      即使两个人最终相爱了,天秤依然表现得冷静有余,热情不足.她会在任何时刻想到你,天气的变化,随便遇到的什么人或者事,念头一闪就转到你的身上去.她会在夜晚想着你的好或者不好,高兴或者难过地默默流泪.她会设身处地为你想很多很多,甚至想得太周到连你自己都想不到的周到.她会为你的某个失误找各种各样的借口,在质问你之前已经原谅了你,但是还是要你一个解释,一个简单的合理或者不合理的解释就轻易能让她释怀.她会为要不要给你打电话或者发短信犹豫很久,生怕打扰到你或者令你不方便不耐烦.她会想象出无数个美好的相处场景,沉浸其中不能自拔.
     但这一切,她不会让你知道.天秤并不缺少爱的能量,但缺少爱的勇气.或者说,如果有什么是天秤不能为你做的事情的话,那就是放弃自尊.自尊是天秤的最后一块堡垒,生死共存.天秤看上去开朗,其实细腻而心重.她一生都在期待真正懂她的感情的那个人.你来了,她有多么激动;可是,她又不敢相信那个人真的就是你.她等得太久太苦,以至于都绝望了.所以当那个人出现的时候,她反而慌乱失措了.她不知道如何在一个热烈的爱人与优雅的女人之间做出选择,你更喜欢哪一个呢?她不断地问自己.一方面,她也在不断地问自己:我这样做会不会失去自我?他会喜欢这样的我吗?如果她不喜欢,我怎么样做回自己?

这样复杂而强烈的情绪,你不会真正体味得到.天秤掩饰得那么好,只会对你微笑,即使流泪,也是静静的,不会哭喊发作.如果有伤害,她会一个人反复回味,直到在痛的重复体验中失去痛的敏感,再原谅你,继续.她不大会谴责,不大会推卸责任,她永远把错先揽在自己一边.甚至归结为自己个性的缺陷.天秤在爱里的自卑使她不得不这样在黑暗里爱着.她怕你知道她的"不好",她自以为是的不好.也怕你为她而难过伤心,那样还不如她自己独自忍受.也许伤到最后,天秤发现自己无力再承受了,她会安静地走开.绝望与崩溃,也不会让你看到,哪怕她痛苦到极点,你看到的,仍然是一个平静的天秤;顶多,有些冷漠.那冷漠也未必是针对你,很可能,是针对爱的.
     天秤知道,最输不起的,就是感情.交付起来,是一点点,一滴滴,直至沦陷;破碎时,却是大厦倾颓,天昏地暗.她了解人性中的任何世俗与卑微的心理,她怕自己柔弱的爱情成为这些丑恶的猎物.—–这就是天秤,即使受伤,她依然会把过错归于人性的弱点,而不会,真正地去恨.你看到她淡淡地来,淡淡地去了,却不知道,她的心无声地碎裂成了什么样子.
     天秤的爱情就像在上演的一部电影,他们就在这出戏里,眼看着它从开始到结束。落幕并不可怕,秤子们在乎的是他们成就了一部电影。
     天秤不喜欢落入俗套中的爱情。与 天秤爱过的人,也许回头来看,都不知道该怎样去评价那个秤子。爱着的时候是淡淡的,离开的时候也是淡淡的,甚至,连分手的理由都不屑追问。假如一个秤子在你面前掉了一次泪,你决不会想到她在背后曾为你哭过无数回。
     天秤的爱情有些自闭。他们喜欢纠缠在回忆里,幻想里,那些破碎不堪的画面对他们来说就意味着完整。其实,做秤子的爱人真是轻松得很,你不用刻意去安排什么浪漫的场合,你什么都不用做。因为, 天秤都有一颗浪漫的心。只要心里有爱,再平凡再普通的事也被他们美化了。
     天秤的内心真的是很温柔。这种温柔绝不是娇柔做作的那种,而是有一颗明事理的心。 天秤懂得尊重别人,这并不是人云亦云,事实上,秤子没有那么多的好奇心去在乎每个人的想法,对自己不在乎的人,又何必较真呢?这是秤子做人的道。而对于自己爱的人,他们的一言一行秤子会拿来奉做“圣经”。
     天秤喜欢钻牛角尖,没错。一旦他们爱上一个人,就很难再去相信自己的直觉。他们会抓住对方的一句话,一个举动,然后暗地里穷分析,直到得出自己最确信的答案。当然,他们得出的结论也是相对客观的,秤子不会傻到蒙蔽自己。但,殊不知这天底下最难测的就是人心,而喜欢猜心的秤子往往是被自己弄得筋疲力尽的。
      爱情是一个人的事。 天秤肯定对这句话大有感触。爱上了,倒反而寂寞了,因为想把自己交给一个人去了解,可这个人懂吗?值得吗?面对着眼前这个若即若离,神秘又淡然的秤子,谁又会想到他们的内心正起着暗涌。而相反的,爱上秤子的人会在某一天突然却步了,想要放弃了。原因只有两点:一是感到缺乏安全感。摸不透秤子的想法,热度也不够,温温的。要知道这世上的俗人千千万,也许他们在认识你的第一天就想着跟你上床,而秤子期待的爱情是首先要建立在精神上的,美的,有幻想空间的。于是,分道扬镳。二是感到秤子的爱是种负担,因为秤子的爱里容不下一粒沙。其实,秤子最喜欢的是和自己过不去,但,人永远无法超越的却是自己。秤子的这个结老也打不开。
     天秤多有自虐倾向。他们天生就懂得“悲剧艺术”的魅力,他们的爱情里要是没有一点悲剧色彩,就好象是不完美的。矛盾吧?!虽然,秤子们追求的是幸福美满,但他们又喜欢作茧自缚。失恋的秤子,往往不会寻找什么好的途径来忘却,相反,他们会找出所有的情歌来听,让自己沉浸在其中无法自拔,直到自己都撑不下去为止。

也许,只有那种历经坎坷,途径九九八十一难最后才修得正果的爱情才是他们内心最最向往的。所以,要是没有一点“分量”的感情, 天秤有时就会“分心”。
     天秤就是这样的,爱到后来也不知道自己在爱什么,冷暖自知……
    很多人讨厌天秤,说天秤们难以捉摸,变化莫测,最会当和事老。其实只是他们不了解天秤,上帝的失误让天秤成为了最悲伤的星座,但是善良的天秤们却是单纯的让人觉得可爱。所以不要琢磨天秤,试着理解天秤你就会爱上她们。
    爱上天秤的人也不要困惑,我们是一群没有安全感的孩子,所以我们逃避,我们恐慌,如果你真的爱你的天秤,就把你所能给她的你最大的安全感都给她,最后你会发现爱上一个天秤是多么幸福!

平凡而触碰心底最柔软的感动

昨天猫在家,拿着遥控器乱乱的换台,看到胡夏去上《快乐大本营》又唱了《家后》,又被他小感动了一把。生活化的歌词,流畅的旋律,投入的演唱,慢慢的眼睛有点湿润,视线有点模糊~~~原来真的不需要轰轰烈烈,就这样平凡朴实,就这样娓娓道来才是最能感动心灵的歌。生活也许也就是这样吧。

台湾的超级星光大道,三首歌给我印象深刻:梁文音:《四百龙银》十一郎的词,据说是张宇外婆的故事;文音本身的经历也是坎坷不断,现在也算是苦尽甘来。林宥嘉:《你是我的眼》:萧煌奇的歌,萧煌奇是个盲人音乐人,给很多歌手写过歌,弹得一手好钢琴,时隔几年,这首歌被林宥嘉又再次唱的成了KTV的前十金曲。胡夏:《家后》被很多台湾歌手唱过,比如江蕙,一直经久不衰。《四百龙银》和《家后》都是闽南歌,找到歌词,和大家分享一下吧!

 

【四百龙银】

这里的人家远渡重洋 找到他们家
看了几回就要这个 六岁的女娃
为了大哥要娶媳妇 没钱的妈妈
收了四百个龙银 让她离开家

她在厦门过了一夜 隔天才上船
身上穿着只有过年才能穿的衣裳
妈妈为她缝了一个像她的娃娃
(有它和你作伴 什么都别怕)

那天晚上的月亮 被云挡住了一半
看不见的另一半在要去的地方
也许只能这么想 才会觉得分开的只是月亮 心还是一样

二十六岁那年生了 第五个女孩
守寡宾婆婆跟她说了 香火不能断
刚好有人想要一个初生的女娃
她用虚弱的身子 追出几里外

那天晚上的月亮 被云挡住了一半
看不见的另一半在心碎的路上
手头万绪在心里转 突然发现残缺的还是月亮
是命运啊
曲折要重复到什么时候 才给圆满

她从箱底找出那个 像她的娃娃
(有它和你作伴 什么都别怕)
可是我的心 谁跟你作伴

【家后】

有一日咱若老 找无人甲咱友孝
我会陪你 坐惦椅寮 听你讲少年的时阵 你有外
吃好吃丑无计较 怨天怨地嘛袂晓
你的手我会甲你牵条条 因为我是你的家后
阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘 放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老 有媳妇子儿友孝
你若无聊 拿咱的相片 看卡早结婚的时阵 你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较 怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条 因为我是你的家后
阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘 看你为我目屎流

铭记 & 忘记(转)

今天无意间看见这样一篇心情随笔,很喜欢;有点激动,有点惆怅,忽然间很想念那些我在彼岸的朋友们。
 
铭记这一刻的一切所有和一无所有
忘记这一切的拧巴纠结和惶惑不安
把经过当成一切额外的赠与
 
如果一个人离开了你,感恩他毕竟还来过
如果一件事让你挫败,感恩它毕竟让你尝试过
如果一个愿望始终没有实现,感恩它毕竟让你激动过
 
感恩我曾经这样的一无所有,或许它将让未来一点点的收获变得那么值得惊喜
如果此刻是我人生最糟糕的时刻,我会铭记,许那么一天,我将认出它的珍贵

婺源游记

本来是打算明年34月份和爸妈一起去婺源的,没想到赶上公司集体旅游,投票结果婺源以一票微弱的优势战胜了舟山成为了我们的最终目的地。

 

724中午1点终于在大家的期待中我们启程了,天气忽然开始下起雨,光头也发来短信说婺源在下大暴雨,之后的两天也是中到大雨,路经甬金高速,千岛湖,205省道,在朦朦的夜色中我们看到了炊烟袅袅的婺源,在县城和光头碰面后达到了清华镇吴老师的驴友驿站,干净整洁一如我的预期。

 

由于沿途大雨,比预计的时间晚了1个小时到达清华。大家都已饿得前胸贴后背,丢下行李,在光的带领下到了观景楼饭店,大家以风卷残云的速度扫荡完食物,精神头又来了——嚷嚷着要去彩虹桥下抓鱼,光头没想到随口的一句话被我们牢牢地记着了,无奈中边叨叨边带我们穿越古镇的羊肠小道,大概十分钟后我们到了彩虹桥,借着微弱的灯光,我们看到下过暴雨的河水显得有些浑浊湍急,管理员也来赶人,出于实际情况和安全考虑大家只好打道回府,顺手拎了3个西瓜去茶楼坐着边聊边吃。

 

725,吃完早餐后,8点出发去看昨晚虽然身在其中却不知所以然的彩虹桥。我们到得早,桥上还没什么游客,天气也出奇的好;没有前几天的炎热也没有预报中的大雨,暗自庆幸自己的运气。站在宋代古老的廊桥上,看着周围的翠竹,水车,听着流水,鸟鸣,感受着清新,古朴,大家都完全抛开了城市压抑的心情,敞开心胸去拥抱着久违的轻松。九点半左右出发去有着有着独特历史背景和建筑风格的百柱宗祠。四十分钟后奔赴严灵洞,半个小时的路程,大家一路的欢声笑语。在严灵洞,我们感叹着造物主的美妙创作;唯一遗憾的是由于水位过高,没办法从洞里坐船出来,只能原路返回。从严灵洞出来已经十二点了,光头给我们安排在大鄣山乡的一个土家菜饭店吃饭,在这里要强烈推荐一下这个饭店,菜的口味是大家一致认可,所有菜都是一扫而空。大胖厨师(忘了请教名字,和光头比起来算是大胖高个)专门给我们准备了小河里的小鱼,清炖荷包红鱼。。。。。。美得我现在都还回味着那天吃得一个爽。吃完了去埋单,大胖厨师还承诺下次我一个人来的时候可以在这里吃霸王餐。酒足饭饱后,我们直奔卧龙谷,可能是中午吃得够带劲,一向不喜欢爬山没什么体力的我竟然穿着人字拖爬到了最高的白龙潭和飞龙瀑,那个成就感啊(还没坐景区免费中巴下山)~~~自我骄傲ING

四点钟大家准时集合(不得不再次很骄傲的说一下我们FST的团队精神,355全部到齐),半个小时后我们第三次来到彩虹桥,穿上救生衣,准备好武器,坐上双人橡皮艇“Ready~~~~~Go!!!”本旅程,本公司,本年度最激烈,最刺激,最难忘的彩虹桥漂流开始了!除了身体有特殊情况的两艘“游荡艇”及光头和司机的“看包艇”外,剩下七艘上的人们远距离瞄准对攻,近距离强势火拼,不到十分钟都已经从里湿到外,从上湿到下。接下来的戏码更是称出不穷,冲岸上的,撞桥墩的,进林子的,掉下水的,抢攻的,偷袭的,投降的~~~大家都尽情的喊着,叫着,笑着,美着。里面的某些经典场景到现在都是大家乐此不疲的谈资。2个小时后上岸吃饭,9点抱着几个西瓜回到宾馆,大家已经自己给自己热热闹闹的安排好了娱乐项目:除了第一批回房间换洗的人,剩下的人分配成两桌麻将,一桌扑克,一部分人做军师,一部分人做替补,还有后勤服务人员。

我们在婺源的最后一天,光头带我们正真领略了婺源的徽派古宅思溪村。电影中女鬼出没带着诡异声音的木门;鲁班锁结构、飘出狐狸精的青砖老井;装着宜兴紫砂水管的旧时慈善基金会银库;奇思妙想巧夺天工的百寿厅……这里的点点滴滴让我们惊叹于前人的奇思妙想和巧夺天工,本以为会是枯燥无味的行程,却是我现在最值得回味的地方。似有品茗的感觉,象征邻里友善的圆形墙角,共用一墙立的石碑,几代共处的孝义之家……更多时候是对前人修为品行的一种感动和敬重。离开思溪我们驱车来到名气最大也是商业气氛最浓的李坑,这里是南方小桥流水的典型。可是现在还有的模糊印象的只剩一溜的商铺和老少夹杂其中的议价声。

 

在此特别感谢此次导游:光头文,驴友驿站老板:吴老师,春秋公司的司机:丁师傅和FST全体员工的大力支持和合作!!希望明年有我们更加值得期待和回味的旅行.

本人文笔不好,流水账写写,各位将就着看吧!具体情况请看相册,谢谢~~

我和我的年三十

希望家人都可以象这棵绿油油的竹子一样身体健康,充满生气。

一开房门就看见王静妈妈挂在门口的吉祥牛,希望2009大家都能红红火火,鸿运当头

这幅字挂着很久了,希望自己能在2009,踏踏实实,勤奋努力,因为我相信天道酬勤!

满满收获的08年在彼此的祝福中马上过去

房间充满春天的嫩绿

天气万里无云,09 前程似锦

Sins of Tongue

The Lying Tongue

Proverbs 25:18 says, "A man that beareth false witness against his neighbour is a maul, and a sword, and a sharp arrow." So a lying tongue is a misuse of a deadly weapon. It can be used to harm others near at hand (a maul), a few feet away (a sword), or a great distance away (an arrow). Satan is the father of lies (John 8:44), and God said that he hates a lying tongue (Pro. 6:17). All liars will have their part in the lake of fire, according to Revelation 21:8.

The Flattering Tongue

Flattery is also a sin of the tongue. The Bible speaks of flattery as a characteristic of the wicked, not the righteous: "For there is no faithfulness in their mouth; their inward part is very wickedness; their throat is an open sepulchre; they flatter with their tongue." (Psalm 5:9) Imagine the improvements which could be made in our nation if voters elected leaders on the basis of the RECORD rather than on the basis of the flattering speeches! Flattery is just a form of lying, and it has no place in the life of a Christian.

The Proud Tongue

The Bible also speaks of the proud tongue. Psalm 12:3-4 says, "The LORD shall cut off all flattering lips, and the tongue that speaketh proud things: Who have said, With our tongue will we prevail; our lips are our own: who is lord over us?" The most annoying Christians in the world are those with proud tongues because a proud tongue usually comes with two closed ears! Proud- tongued Christians are generally so full of themselves that they learn very little from anyone else. A proud-tongued Christian will talk much of his knowledge and service, but very little about the Lord.

In a church, a proud-tongued Christian will make all sorts of suggestions about how the church should function, yet his suggestions, if received, will place burdens on everyone but himself. A proud- tongued Christian is hard to teach or reason with because he thinks he knows everything.

Friend, God hates a proud tongue. Allow the Holy Spirit to use your tongue in the way of humility and kindness because pride will only quench God’s Spirit and damage your testimony.

The Overused Tongue

Some people sin by simply overusing their tongue. Ecclesiastes 5:3 says that "a fool’s voice is known by multitude of words." People think they appear smart by much talking, but the Bible states just the opposite. Ecclesiastes 5:2 says, "Be not rash with thy mouth, and let not thine heart be hasty to utter any thing before God: for God is in heaven, and thou upon earth: therefore let thy words be few." God doesn’t like a blabber mouth. You say, "Well, that’s just the way I am!" Then REPENT! Confess your sin and repent. Stop justifying your wickedness and ask God to help you repent.

The Swift Tongue

Some people are guilty of speaking too swiftly when they really need to wait before saying anything. God’s word says the following in Proverbs 18:13: "He that answereth a matter before he heareth it, it is folly and shame unto him." How many times have you had to "eat" your words because you spoke too swiftly? James 1:19 warns us to be swift to HEAR and SLOW to speak. Why do you suppose God gave us two ears but only one mouth?

The Backbiting Tongue

Proverbs 25:23 and Romans 1:30 make mention of a backbiting tongue. A backbiter is someone who uses their tongue against you when you aren’t present, yet they will not face you with their charges when you are present. This is a cowardly backbiter who would rather stir up problems than solve problems.

A backbiter would much rather talk ABOUT the preacher than talk TO the preacher. A backbiter would much rather talk ABOUT some weak Christian in the church than offer some words of encouragement TO them. A backbiter is of no use to anyone, and no one has ever been strengthened or edified through backbiting. Beware of the backbiters, especially the ones who sow discord among brethren (Pro. 6:19)!

The Talebearing Tongue

Proverbs 18:8 says, "The words of a talebearer are as wounds, and they go down into the innermost parts of the belly." Leviticus 19:16 says, "Thou shalt not go up and down as a talebearer among thy people. . ." Every Christian has the duty to deny his own desires and seek to edify other Christians (Rom. 14:19; Philip. 2:3). Talebearing runs wholly contrary to Christian edification. Talebearing (carrying and telling tales) spreads all sorts of hurtful information around, and Satan uses such information to hinder and tear down God’s work. A victim of talebearing, according to Proverbs, is a "wounded" person. God forbid that a Christian should wound another Christian, but it does happen all the time! Some Christians live as though they think God has "called" them to bear tales on other Christians. Many "Christian" newsletters are dedicated to informing the body of Christ on the latest news about someone’s ministry or personal life. There are many nice words and phrases used to justify such conduct, but the Bible word is TALEBEARING.

The Cursing Tongue

Some people, Christians included, have a nasty habit of using their tongue for cursing. Romans 3:13-14 says, "Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness." This passage deals strictly with unsaved people and their ungodly ways, yet there are a great many professing Christians who curse regularly. Friend, why would you want to identify yourself with someone whom God describes as being DEAD, DECEITFUL, and POISON?

"As he loved cursing, so let it come unto him: as he delighted not in blessing, so let it be far from him. As he clothed himself with cursing like as with his garment, so let it come into his bowels like water, and like oil into his bones."(Psalm 109:17-18) Many people curse because their life is miserable. They are unhappy so they make it known with their degenerate speech. This text says that God keeps them unhappy BECAUSE of their speech! God curses those who curse! Christian, don’t expect God’s blessings when your mouth is filled with cursing.

The Piercing Tongue

Another sinful tongue is the piercing tongue. Proverbs 12:18 speaks of this tongue by saying, "There is that speaketh like the piercings of a sword: but the tongue of the wise is health." Some people have a sharp piercing tongue which Satan uses to offend and insult others. The Bible commands Christians to have their speech dominated by GRACE (Col. 4:6), yet most churches have a few people who use their tongue like a sword to pierce their brethren in Christ.

It was Teddy Roosevelt who said, "Speak softly and carry a big stick," but the truth is that if you speak softly you won’t need a big stick! Titus 2:8 commands us to use sound speech which cannot be condemned. Friend, do you use graceful speech which cannot be evil spoken of, or do you possess a piercing tongue? Every Christian’s prayer should be, "Lord, make my words gracious and tender, for tomorrow I may have to eat them."

The Silent Tongue

A silent tongue is also a sinful tongue because we have been commanded to speak up and witness for the Lord Jesus Christ. In Acts 1:8, Jesus said, "But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth." We, as Christians, have an obligation to tell others about the saving grace of Jesus. To be silent about Christ is to sin against Christ. Jesus said, "Whosoever therefore shall be ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation; of him also shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he cometh in the glory of his Father with the holy angels." (Mark 8:38) Christian friend, if you do not want to be ashamed of yourself when the Lord returns, then don’t be ashamed of Jesus today. Pray for opportunities to speak up for your Saviour. Don’t be found guilty of having a silent tongue.

"For in many things we offend all. If any man offend not in word, the same is a perfect man, and able also to bridle the whole body." (James 3:2) At begining of 2009, some unhappy things let me feel uncomfortable,

 

2008这一年。。。

很快2008年就要过去了,和中国比我的2008没有那么多绚烂起伏。。。
有感怀,有雀跃,有祝福。
还好开心多过于郁闷,温暖多过于孤单,色彩多过于灰白。
希望我的2009能有更多的精彩。。。期待。。。。
 

生日~~谢谢朋友们!!

今年的生日刚刚过去,四个蛋糕,四次唱起生日歌,无数的开心,千万的感慨和深深的感动.谢谢朋友们的祝福,帮忙.也许因为大家意识到今年很有可能是最后一次这么齐的聚在一起了.每个人都放开了疯狂,真诚的倾诉.谢谢LILY, 老王,RIPPLE,耿欣,张剑,YUMIKO,DARRELL,BRONWYN,刚刚回国的鑫,还有PHIL和其他CARE GROUP的朋友们,以及公司的同事们,虽然有些时候不开心,但是不可否认你们对我的帮助,让我在这一年多里很快的成长.你们的话我会记着,你们的祝福会永远放在心里好好珍藏.我爱你们!

Camilla-Broken

Waking again
Don’t know why it’s far too still tonight
Round my bed shadows fall
Thinking of you, where you are
And how it got this far
Wondering when you might call
Tired and so alone
I ignore the TV drone
Every heart beat turns toward the telephone

You’re in my mind, in my dreams
I’m cursed or so it seems don’t know where to take flight
Always the same old doubt and it turns me inside out
It’s so hard to walk away try as I might

Cause I’m broken inside
Pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know
All of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can I do
Hoping to find a way to see through a break in sky
To get through the night discover the peace I wish I knew

Painting in shades of grey
Sifting through the disarray
Can I find enough of me to make you stay?

Cause I’m broken inside
Pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know
All of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can I do
Hoping to find a way to see through a break in sky
To get through the night discover the peace I wish I knew

But you, you turn the tide wash over me
Come set me free
I won’t question why or try to disguise
All of the things you mean to me
I’ll trust in you, what else can I do
I can’t deny something so true
Look at me now, wondering how
I’ll keep the peace I found with you

 
再次醒来
不知为何今夜格外安静
在我的床边,影子投射下来
想起了你,你在哪里
为什么过了这么久我还在想着你可能什么时候打来电话

疲惫而寂寞
我已经听不见电视嘲杂的声音
每次心跳都牵挂着电话
你在我的心中我的梦中
我像被诅咒了,找不到解脱
总是一样的怀疑,让我疲惫不堪
离开,是如此艰难的事.
我最后的挣扎着
因为心已经变成碎片.
我不得不隐藏我们之间视而不见的裂痕
除了请你帮帮我,还能做什么
我只想找到一条路,可以让我解脱
黎明的天空,打破了黑暗的夜
让我寻找我想了解的宁静

在灰色的影子里涂色
从混乱的思绪中寻找
我能否找到足够的自我
让你留下?
因为心已经变成碎片.
我不得不隐藏我们之间视而不见的裂痕
除了请你帮帮我,还能做什么
我只想找到一条路,可以让我解脱

但是你,你让我在汹涌的潮水中得以解脱,得以自由
我不会问为什么
也不会掩饰你对我来说的重要
我会永远相信你
不会否认这真实的一切
看看现在的我吧
正在想着如何让你我的宁静继续